You are not who you are. I am not crazy, I am not a moron. But people think so. You are surrounded by wolves. They hum around you. They reach for every pound of your flesh. You are helpless to stand up on your feet. You surrender. You let your blood ooze. You let the creatures feed on you. You feel devastated, defeated, lost in the battle. Battle! But then, is this the end of War? No, not really war. Coz every battle is not a War. All the battles contitute the war. It's not lost. You can lose it to wolves. But then a silent cry reverbrates in your ear. Who wants you? Is there anyone; You had been a son. a brother, a friend, a love for someone. But then, do you need anyone? I have become just another brick in the wall. Day and Night, I believed that when you are into Ying Yang philosophy, the good is near but not far. When you immerse yourself into the depth of darkness, light is not far from you. After all, It's the darkness which gives birth to light. Its the evil which gives birth to good. Its the sadness that gives birth to joy. Its the defeat that gives birth to win. But that elusive win which has distant you from aeons. One win, one life, one triumph, everthing would change forever. But the question is When?? When, the dependence on time is unknown. The unknown factor 'X' which depends on so many factors. Paulo Coelho said when you desire something very strongly the whole universe conspires for you. But is this something which anyone can validate. Is this something you can testify? It seems Paulo Coelho was driven by some universal consensus which he could translate into words. Crap, what crap is this, I also respect Roald Dahl, Pink Floyd. 'The Pig' is one that I really respect. The wall is the only truth in our life. After all, we cannot be Just Another Brick in it.

-------- Kamanasish Sen